12.14.2002

On an interesting sidenote, i talked to Maya today for the first time since she treated me like shit. She apologized, i accepted and we had a nice chat. I'm still not entirely sure what i make of the situation, but for right now things are okay.
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Well, what a day. Had some time with chelle, then some time without her. Then some time alone. Then Mr. Box got a package in the mail. It was his x-mas gift from his mother, a $180 mp3 player. It must be fucking nice to have someone provide for you at all times. Cut the fucking cord, and it's his parents problem as much as it's his.
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12.13.2002

I suck...just ask anyone.
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12.12.2002

Song of the Day: Sublime - Boss DJ
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On an interesting sidenote, i think i'm going to play all the way through ff8 on break. So i can write the walkthrough for the site.
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It's been an uninteresting past few days. Other than hounding my roommates to pay rent, and talking them out of storing pot plants at our house, i've done nothing but play MK and hang out with michelle. It's been nice.
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12.09.2002

I am currently in the middle of laughing my ass off, and i'm enjoying every minute of it. :)

I just answered the phone and it was my landlord. The conversation went as follows:

"Hi, this is Dale Stettler. May i ask whom i'm speaking to?"
"This is Cole, what can i do for you?"
"Oh, Cole. I need to talk to anyone but you right now."

apparently my dipshit roommates didn't bother paying the december 1st rent payment, so he was calling to remind them. this is the most hilarious thing to happen in a few months, and i'm enjoying every second of it :)
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Well, there, the new layout is done...and as far as i can tell, it's working.
I even updated the archive this time
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I guess i get to follow it all up with a bout of insomnia. I've tried more than once to go to bed, and i just can't sleep...

So i come back to the computer and stare aimlessly at it, hoping something will pop into my brain and let me finish the new layout...for my blog or evolution, i really don't care.
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12.08.2002

Song of the Day: Fuck off, loudly, right in your left ear...
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I guess the joke gets to continue. This gets to be the outlet for my anger and rage, so that i don't blow a gasket or kill something. Everything in my life seems to be falling apart right now. My roommates seem to be back to their old ways, michelle and i are fighting, the center is boring, and i'm stressed about money. If i don't calm down soon i think i'm going to get very ill. My headaches are getting worse, even though i don't talk about them. I spend the bulk of the day with a blinding headache in the back of my brain that makes me want to do nothing but lay down. I'm not allowed to lay down, tho. I can't be jobless, not in school, AND lazy now can i? Nope.

For some reason, i'm not allowing myself to be happy. I'm not sure how much of this is my situation, and how much is my fault. All i know is that my 2 weeks at home left me feeling emotionally drained, and i want nothing more than to crawl into a shell and die until after x-mas. I'm not allowed to, though, since i have to be strong for chelle. I don't even think SHE reads this anymore. So it's truly a journal now, for nobody to read.

That's pretty much it for tonight, i'm sure i'll be back tomorrow with more.
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